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I am scared. scared that I am going to be the reason that zak and I ends up falling. last night we got into a bit of an argument. it was not a big one, but it left us both feeling like shit and it was not a good way to end the night, especially when we were having such a beautiful day. it was my fault. 

I am scared that he is going to get to know me more and not like what he finds. he told me that he has not been this happy before and I do not want that to change. he said last night changes nothing, I hope so but I can not help but still be scared.