On wednesday night, we spent our first night together. We booked a cute room in the city, spent it enjoying each other’s company. We went out to eat at an All-you-can-eat buffet at the Crown Casino. We got soaking wet in the rain getting there, but the food was so beautiful. We watched a movie, and he fell asleep in my arms. He was so tired, and he looked so adorable in his sleep, so peaceful, and so lovely. I didn’t want to wake him up.
I don’t know how he got under my skin so quickly, but these three months have been the happiest I have been in so long. He keeps the smile on my face, he brings the warmth to my cheeks, and leaves me in a breathless state. With Zak, I am looking forward to the future – our future. I wonder what it will bring, but regardless of what it is, I believe, with all my heart, that we will endure through it. He will be mine.
I have read so many forums online, where people ask, when do you know you are in love? When do you know you have found the one? And the answer always is: You will know when it happens to you, it is just this feeling. I now understand this feeling they speak of. It’s the feeling of certainty, of happiness, optimism, hope, desire, persistance, love, weakness and vulnerability. It is a lot of feelings, and when brewed together, brings out this feeling that is indescribable.